[ Taichi knows on some level that Hikaru and Kaoru are somewhat weird in terms of siblings. So he has to accept that they do weird things. But even if he takes the leap and thinks of this in reverse, the conclusion he comes to is... He tilts his head a little further, humming in his throat as he thinks. ]
You're treating me the same as your brother?
[ Ahaha, that's not confidence boosting. Or romantic. He reaches for Hikaru's hand again with both of his. ]
I'm definitely going to have to keep doing things to push past that when you say things like that...!
[ NO OFFENSE BUT HE DOESNT REALLY WANT TO HAVE GONE LESS FAR THAN HIKARU HAS WITH HIS OWN BROTHER???? HE'LL DEEPTHROAT AS MANY FINGERS AS HE HAS TO??? ]
I mean, I'm treating you like my brother when we're acting like we have something going on. [WONDERFUL. JUST THE THING TO SAY.]
Besides, it isn't like I kiss Kaoru and I kiss you. [He kisses him just to make a point and smiles.] And Kaoru and I just pretend but I do the real dating with you. Not like I take Kaoru out on dates and suck his fingers when there's nobody around.
[See, Taichi? It's fine. He only sucks Kaoru's fingers for an audience. For the sake of entertainment.]
[ Taichi is neither sure how he feels about that or how he's supposed to feel about that. Maybe he should ask Kaoru about it. Sleeping in the same bed and doing everything together is fine, but he should be able to clearly define himself from brother. ]
Okay, but even if you're faking, don't put your fingers as deep with him.
[ He blurts it out before thinking and then puts both of his hands up and shakes them back and forth. ]
Th-That came out wrong. Probably? You wouldn't-- ahem. ...Right?
[ Taichi doesn't even know what he's asking anymore, he's so confused. ]
[ Hold on. Wait. Is Taichi imagining something different for the act? Taichi's imagining something different. Because in his mind, the bottom is the one who... or is it...? Taichi takes a moment before he realizes that maybe he's just into having fingers in his mouth, which is something he hadn't really realized about himself and his imagination is turning his whole face red. It's very confusing on top of that that he's having to compare his role and Kaoru's role to begin with. He's going to think about this for many nights to come, sans Kaoru, for sure. ]
N-Nevermind, I was thinking about it the wrong way. Do you want another piece?!
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You're treating me the same as your brother?
[ Ahaha, that's not confidence boosting. Or romantic. He reaches for Hikaru's hand again with both of his. ]
I'm definitely going to have to keep doing things to push past that when you say things like that...!
[ NO OFFENSE BUT HE DOESNT REALLY WANT TO HAVE GONE LESS FAR THAN HIKARU HAS WITH HIS OWN BROTHER???? HE'LL DEEPTHROAT AS MANY FINGERS AS HE HAS TO??? ]
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Besides, it isn't like I kiss Kaoru and I kiss you. [He kisses him just to make a point and smiles.] And Kaoru and I just pretend but I do the real dating with you. Not like I take Kaoru out on dates and suck his fingers when there's nobody around.
[See, Taichi? It's fine. He only sucks Kaoru's fingers for an audience. For the sake of entertainment.]
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Okay, but even if you're faking, don't put your fingers as deep with him.
[ He blurts it out before thinking and then puts both of his hands up and shakes them back and forth. ]
Th-That came out wrong. Probably? You wouldn't-- ahem. ...Right?
[ Taichi doesn't even know what he's asking anymore, he's so confused. ]
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Yeah, don't worry. Not going to go deepthroating Kaoru's fingers.
[Seriously, Taichi, what.]
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[ Any body part!! ]
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[There's roles here, Taichi.]
But I promise, Kaoru won't go deepthroating anything...can't believe I just said that.
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[ Hold on. Wait. Is Taichi imagining something different for the act? Taichi's imagining something different. Because in his mind, the bottom is the one who... or is it...? Taichi takes a moment before he realizes that maybe he's just into having fingers in his mouth, which is something he hadn't really realized about himself and his imagination is turning his whole face red. It's very confusing on top of that that he's having to compare his role and Kaoru's role to begin with. He's going to think about this for many nights to come, sans Kaoru, for sure. ]
N-Nevermind, I was thinking about it the wrong way. Do you want another piece?!
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Where did your mind go?
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[ He doesn't know whether he actually does, but that depression on Hikaru's face says he's definitely in the ballpark. ]
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[And everybody who knows Hikaru knows that's not true at all.]
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[ He's definitely freaking out about nothing. ]
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[Hikaru is also just being an asshole and wants to hear Taichi say it.]
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[ Don't make him say iiiiiiit!!]