OK NP NP! First of all! I hope you had a v sweet n spicy vday with the bae ;)
Secondly, this is just between us wan wans, OK? I, uh kinda realized at that speed-dating thing that I'm down bad for one of my friends (*/ω＼) like put me in the grave I'm so down bad pien
He took me to Olive Oasis and gave me lots of sweets and also lots of spicy! 😳🌶 My knees still hurt a little since it's that plus I kind of got turned into a weredog last month so he has to get it all out for like the next three days because I have to get locked in the bathroom the next three nights.
Ehhh!? Who is it!? Ahh, Kazu-kun's so cool you could definitely have anyone, so it's such a mystery...!
(ノ*°▽°*)/// No kidding!!! Hiichan is a lot manlier than he first appears huh! [Ah, to be young and have so much stamina. Get it Taichi!]
Ueehh I dunno... I've never crushed this hard for a friend before so I'm kinda nervous. I don't wanna make things awk, y'know? Did you worry about that with Hiichan? {{ (>_<) }}
Well he's from 2002 so you know, back then if you wanted to be with a dude there were like strict seme/uke roles, right?? And he's always been seme even like pretending with his bro at the host club, so I had to adjust to it! Except for Christmas hehe, it was Taichi's time to shine!! Though I guess I didn't shine very bright (μ_μ*)ゞ But that's OK I'm good at the rest now and we're both happy and he doesn't have to have culture shock of me being shorter!!
Things were super awkward with us. We almost kissed right before we left Prismatica for the first time, but then we both got swept off to Avalon... and then when I tried to bring it up, he told me that it was probably the aliens who made him gay and he needed to think about it. It was so awkward and I tried to give him time and space but it was like A WHOLE MONTH?? and so I just had everyone help me out with a flash mob which he hated so he walked away from me in the street and I died inside a little bit, but eventually he came and asked me out. If anything, it was the waiting that made things way harder, you know?
Don't forget that I'm an adult too!! [Technically]
But you see where I'm coming from? Tsumutsumu's super duper nice, like too nice for his own good, so I know he wont flip but I don't want him to force himself either and make things awk. Auugh should I even say anything??
[He's learned, thanks to Tenma and Summer Troupe, that it's okay to speak his mind. But this is totally different. There are real consequences!!]
You are! But like, so am I. It's a different vibe, you know? Tsumugi-san seems like the kind of guy who could put his pinky up while drinking in a formal tea ceremony and it would feel natural, you know? Even if we know he's less fancy in reality.
I know what you mean though! But.. isn't there an obvious way to communicate how you feel to him that he'll get?
He's like pinky up and index-thumb hearts at the same time!
[ This conversation probably doesn't make sense to anyone but the two of them.. ]
I'm sure I could get Tsuzuru-san to write something with a kissing scene, but it'll be way too much time if we have to produce a whole play over it... you have to street act with him!
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First of all! I hope you had a v sweet n spicy vday with the bae ;)
Secondly, this is just between us wan wans, OK?
I, uh kinda realized at that speed-dating thing that I'm down bad for one of my friends (*/ω＼) like put me in the grave I'm so down bad pien
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Ehhh!? Who is it!? Ahh, Kazu-kun's so cool you could definitely have anyone, so it's such a mystery...!
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Ueehh I dunno... I've never crushed this hard for a friend before so I'm kinda nervous. I don't wanna make things awk, y'know? Did you worry about that with Hiichan? {{ (>_<) }}
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Things were super awkward with us. We almost kissed right before we left Prismatica for the first time, but then we both got swept off to Avalon... and then when I tried to bring it up, he told me that it was probably the aliens who made him gay and he needed to think about it. It was so awkward and I tried to give him time and space but it was like A WHOLE MONTH?? and so I just had everyone help me out with a flash mob which he hated so he walked away from me in the street and I died inside a little bit, but eventually he came and asked me out. If anything, it was the waiting that made things way harder, you know?
1/3
But Tsumutsumu has always come off as a little gay, right?
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3/3
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But you see where I'm coming from? Tsumutsumu's super duper nice, like too nice for his own good, so I know he wont flip but I don't want him to force himself either and make things awk. Auugh should I even say anything??
[He's learned, thanks to Tenma and Summer Troupe, that it's okay to speak his mind. But this is totally different. There are real consequences!!]
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I know what you mean though! But.. isn't there an obvious way to communicate how you feel to him that he'll get?
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There is a way. I know exactly how to do it.
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[ This conversation probably doesn't make sense to anyone but the two of them.. ]
I'm sure I could get Tsuzuru-san to write something with a kissing scene, but it'll be way too much time if we have to produce a whole play over it... you have to street act with him!
[ Theater idiots go. ]
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But street act is def the way to go. Tho I have another idea, too. Art is my love language after all ~
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ΣΣヽ(°〇°)ﾉ
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Maybe after we hook up tho 👀💦
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Two of my favorite people are gonna hook up!!! 🤩